today was pretty bleak and dull. i was not present. i have been tired and sleepy all day. i have not had much of an appetite. however, i have not really let this get to me. “let it be” and “don’t worry” were amongst my many thoughts today. although bleak, it was also somewhat comfortable; the words “comfortably numb” properly explain my condition today. i need to reignite the spark of Right Effort and that i will do as soon as this wave of lethargy passes.
this song i have posted is one that i recorded several months ago and i titled it “the path of the one” because at the time it struck me as a song of motion and evolution somehow. its rhythm conveys a sense of moving forward and it has an elating tone similar to the joy of being experienced on the path. these metaphors do really stretch the plausibility of association, but they connected in my brain. perhaps there are different ways to see the music. really, this is all just a bunch of gibberish anyway. and i don’t feel like contaminating today’s post with even more irrelevant gibberish, so, i’ll just leave it at that.
“There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.”