OutBlink
A smear of weak fear too near to hear. And we all sea, smirks the ogre, fly – No jumps but withered husks of trunks with rotted pus, who’s knew, […]
Idealism and Oneness
I wish here to express, for the purpose of clarification, a strand of thought that has been submerged under murky waters while faintly apprehended for some time now. This thought […]
Struggling
It has been a remarkably fast descent back to my unregenerate mind and lack of motivation and dryness of the practice since the Goenka retreat of one month ago. Today, […]
Nothing to Gain, Nothing to Lose
This phrase – nothing to gain, nothing to lose – seems like an important one to me in my current state. I have witnessed its power especially in moments of […]
Confusion
Like insanity this feels, With this wreath of unreal, Hanging over my head. It is my funeral today, And the mosquitoes are still sucking my blood, Drawing it away from […]
Paradox
Is never like always? And forever do we walk all ways… However, we shall pass this phase, And sever that which averts our gaze. Can everywhere be here? So let […]
Disenchantment and Motivation
I discovered an exceptionally strong ally in my path during my ten-day retreat which allowed me to sit indefinitely longer than I had in the past and gave me greater […]
Need for Balance
Today was the first day of my summer discipline schedule and I have found the organisation of my life around a pre-determined timetable to be quite relieving and helpful for […]
The Purpose of Life
Most people seem to secretly believe that the purpose of life is to gather as much resources as possible in order to secure their well-being. The actions of the vast […]
Unity and Plurality
There is an intriguing question which I have been considering for some time now and which has not yet been resolved and the purpose of this essay is to attempt […]
Philosophizing About Stem Cells
I want to talk about my recent attraction towards, and subsequent withdrawal from, the pursuit of stem cell science for the purpose of curing deadly diseases and relieving the sufferers […]
Order Out of Chaos
Jung’s analytic psychology calls the encounter of a person with the unconscious the process of individuation. He uses this as a measure of the extent of psychological growth that a […]
An Experience
Powered by Podbean.com This is the most recent song I recorded and it represents the most developed music-making style I have reached whereby I combine the impressions of the moment […]
On the Evils of this World
There is a very serious discussion which I wish to commence here, mainly out of concern due to some slight doubts that continue to manifest as well as some confusions […]
Delusion
Powered by Podbean.com This is one of the last songs I recorded and, as usual, is composed of a main guitar line which alternates between two variations of the same […]
On Love
Love is a word that we all use in everyday situations and refers to a concept that we believe we are well acquainted with, evidenced by our confident usage of […]
On the Inadequacy of Naturalism
Naturalism, or physicalism, is the metaphysical doctrine that a complete theory of physics is the true nature of reality which merely consists of matter and its peculiar properties along with […]
Soaring…Radiating
Powered by Podbean.com This is a slightly older song which I recorded about a year or so ago and was completely done on the Garageband program on a Macbook without […]
Cyberdrift
Powered by Podbean.com This is another thematic song that emerged at random and began to assume its own character and role, a feeling of cyberspace, OK Computer nostalgia, and robot […]
Storm of Passion
Powered by Podbean.com This is a song I wrote during my second phase of musical inspiration, coming and going as they please. It is a combination of recorded guitars and […]