2008slastday
So the year is coming to a close and it really seems like it was just yesterday that I was in exactly the same situation welcoming the year 2008 in […]
Progress on the Path
unwholesomeday
There is one thing that has been confusing me lately in my practice and this is to do with the arising of unwholesome states and not really being skillful enough […]
poisonedday
I feel poisoned and cursed, tainted and marred, diseased and dying, perverted and obscene. This world is too ugly, this reality too unbearable, this life too overwhelming, and this sickness […]
dukkhaday
well technically this recent lesson did not occur in one day, but over several days, and has been settling into my life over that period. this was the lesson of […]
guiltandmodestyday
today i stumbled upon a putrid corner of guilt that had been dormant for a time and was constantly coming into conflict with my spiritual path… i discovered this during […]
peaceday
today i learned about peace peace is always here, lying in wait, hiding underneath, beneath the surface, under the border, outside the margins, through the door, at the bottom of […]
gunfireday
From Blogger Pictures today at times i fired off a metaphorical gun into my own frantic head and at others into the undeserving heads of others… i woke up very […]
metaphorday
today was mythical and life was a story filled with mythology and meaning. my meditation this morning was good and centering. something new took place today and it was a […]
morninggloryday
today i woke up to the glory of early mornings peace resonating within and without… my first conscious moments today consisted of erratic thinking and general distraction. however, i quickly […]
backontrackday
today i realigned resumed returned and regained my path. for the past three weeks, i had allowed myself to drift away from the spiritual journey and sink back into old […]
denserelaxationday
Powered by Podbean.com today was a day of dense relaxation and acceptance. this was the continuation of my experimentation with practicing acceptance and surrender. i have found it to be […]
plasticneuronday
today was yet another day of not being present. however, it didn’t really bug me as much as it usually does. for some reason or other, there was a sort […]
flyingcuredmeday
Powered by Podbean.com this is another song i recorded which turned out to be closely associated with some kind of a running video clip that i play out in my […]
Muday
today i soaked my mind in a bath of Mu. i was more present and mindful today than the previous few days. however, i did not reach the same stability […]
A-K-day
today i read my day away. i have not been present at all today. mainly, it’s because i’ve been immersing myself in this whole atmosphere of my favorite band in […]
lazyday
today was the summit of this mountain of lethargy which i have been climbing for the past two days along my path. i slept a lot and could not get […]
pathoftheoneday
Powered by Podbean.com today was pretty bleak and dull. i was not present. i have been tired and sleepy all day. i have not had much of an appetite. however, […]
forgiveday
today i learned how to forgive the moment for being. woke up, and did not meditate. however, these past two days i have been feeling as though the entire day […]
universeday
today i had a momentary glimpse into the empty nature of the universe. i woke up and did not meditate today. however, i have been present all day. today is […]
openeyeday
today my open eyes opened further because my mind went still. i woke up, meditated, and then proceeded to read for the entirety of the day. today i read the […]